Sometimes, that is the question. It's not about being an ungrateful person, just that sometimes things don't seem sweet.
I'm grateful for X today. Not certain what it is, but I'm sure there's something. If I name it I might jinx it, so I won't say it. I won't name that elusive X that I am grateful for.
What's so important about being grateful, anyway? I'm not planning on going down the privilege rabbit hole right now. I'm talking about a more profound reason to be thankful. What does that feeling do to our souls? What does it do to our bodies? Our minds?
Is it even a good thing to be grateful? What am I doing when I'm "being grateful"? I'm feeling a feeling of .... of what? contentment? No, not really.
Am I feeling happy that I have something that someone else doesn't have? Am I comparing myself to someone else?
How else would I know that I was grateful? Am I saying thank you for having something? Who or what am I thanking?
I am grateful to be alive. I'm grateful for my health. I'm grateful for having five kids and a husband. I'm grateful for the love I feel around me.
Why though? What makes me grateful? Is it all just a big ole hoax?
So ... what do y'all think?
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